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💌 A Secret Letter For Sandali 💌

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My Sandali, ❤️

Seven years ago, we were just two people who happened to cross paths in life.

I remember your eyes from back then.

I don't even know why that memory stayed somewhere inside me for so long.

Maybe because there was something about those eyes that I never forgot.

Seven years have passed.

We've both grown. We've changed. We've lived completely different moments. We've become different versions of ourselves.

And somehow... here we are again.

Talking.
Texting.
Laughing.
Getting to know each other. ❤️‍🔥

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The funny thing is...

We're not really new to each other.

But we're not exactly the people we were seven years ago either.

We're not complete strangers.

We already have a little piece of history.

But back then, we never really talked.

We never got to know each other's minds. We never knew each other's dreams. We never knew each other's fears. We never knew the little things that make each other smile.

So maybe this isn't us starting over.

Maybe... this is us finally starting. ❤️

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And honestly, Sandali...

I really missed those eyes.

It's strange saying that because seven years ago, I didn't really know you.

But somehow, I still remember them.

And now that I'm talking to you again, I get to discover the person behind those eyes.

Not the Sandali I remember from seven years ago.

The Sandali you are today. ❤️‍🔥

And I think that's what makes this feel so special.

We're not trying to recreate something from seven years ago.

We're creating something that never existed back then.

Something new.
Something different.
Something that's ours. 🖤

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And then something unexpected happened.

We started talking more.

And every conversation somehow made me want another one.

Every message gave me another reason to smile.

Every little thing you shared made me more curious about you.

And slowly... without forcing it... without planning it...

I started growing hope.

And with that hope, something else started growing too.

My feelings for you. ❤️‍🔥

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Then you gave me your challenge...

100 DAYS. 🖤

At first, 100 days sounded like such a long time.

But then I started thinking...

Maybe 100 days isn't really about waiting.

Maybe it's about discovering.

Discovering you.
Discovering me.
Discovering what happens when two people finally get the chance to talk after seven years of never really talking.

And honestly...

I'm ready for that. ❤️

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But I have a little warning for you, Sandali...

100 days might be far too much time. ❤️‍🔥

Because if we keep talking like this...

If we keep laughing like this...

If we keep understanding each other like this...

If we keep getting closer like this...

I don't think we're simply going to make it through 100 days.

I think we'll fall for each other.

Again.
And again.
And again. ❤️‍🔥

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I don't want to know only one version of you.

I want to discover you over and over again.

I want to know what makes you laugh.
What makes you nervous.
What keeps you awake at night.
What you're secretly afraid of.
What you dream about.
What makes your eyes light up.

I want to know the girl behind the smile.

The girl behind those eyes that I somehow remembered for seven years. ❤️

I want to know all of you.

Not because I expect perfection.

But because I want to know the real you.

I want you, Sandali.

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And maybe there's something a little dangerous about the way I'm starting to feel about you.

Because you're becoming my hope.

Not the kind of hope that makes me blindly dream.

The kind of hope that makes me believe something beautiful might actually happen.

You gave me something I didn't realize I was missing.

Something to look forward to.

And somehow, I started imagining a tomorrow where you're still there. 🖤

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I don't want these 100 days to be about proving that I deserve you.

I want them to be about discovering whether we deserve each other.

Let's make memories.
Let's laugh at stupid things.
Let's annoy each other.
Let's have ridiculous conversations at ridiculous hours.
Let's learn each other's habits.
Let's understand each other's silence.
Let's be honest.
Let's get closer.

And somewhere along the way...

Maybe you'll stop seeing me as someone trying to become your boyfriend...

And start seeing me as someone you don't want to lose. ❤️‍🔥

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I don't know exactly where this road will take us.

Maybe it will be complicated.

Maybe we'll have difficult days.

Maybe we'll misunderstand each other sometimes.

That's okay.

Because I don't want something perfect.

I want something real.

And if we're going to create something real...

I want to walk that road with you. ❤️

You gave me 100 days.

I'll give you every single one.

Every day, I'll try to give you another reason to smile.

Every conversation, I'll try to know you a little better.

Every moment, I'll show you that what I feel isn't just words.

And if these 100 days somehow turn into something neither of us expected...

I'll be grateful that you gave me the chance to discover it with you.

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So be careful, Sandali...

Because by the time we reach day 100...

You might just find yourself falling for me too.

And if you fall...

I'm not letting you fall alone. 🖤🌹

Until then...

Let me keep choosing you.

Let me keep learning you.

Let me keep discovering this new version of us.

Let me keep falling for you.

Again.
And again.
And again. ❤️‍🔥